ACCEPTANCE........

I read this today because i could feel myself get agitated for really no reason. I have read this before and really want to start reading it twice a day. I hope if any of you can relate and get something from it than great!
"Acceptance is the answer to all of my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing, or situation-some fact of my life-unacceptable to me, and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing, or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment. Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God's world by mistake. Unless i accept life Completely on life's terms, I Cannot be happy. I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed in me and in my attitudes."
I have let other people control how my day is going to go; it's other peoples fault if i get stuck behind someone going slow when i NEED to be somewhere or someone can make a comment and i take it personal or my pre-conceived notions fail me. Well I think you get it, i have been saying this to myself over and over and it definetly makes a difference when i worry about myself i tend to forget about what other people are NOT doing. this has also helped," Love the best in everyone and never FEAR their worst."

Jayni hates when i get on the computer so i'm very limited unless i want to hear her cry the whole time. it's times like these when i think she really needs a bro. or sis. Well not much is going on other than my second semester of school which is a math class and a nutrition class which i am enjoyoing a lot. this is jaynis face when she's mad at me!:) She cleans her ears after her bath and will leave the cutips in for a min. she's getting to be really fun and her personality is truly developing!

Clayton and i on his birthday.

Claytons BIRTHDAY!!!

Today is as you can see Claytons birthday. He is getting pretty old, turning 22! wow!! That really just says that i'm getting older. I just want him to know how much I love and appreciate him. He is the most patient person with me(that takes a lot!) he truly understands me better than anybody I know. He is so compassionate towards us(me and jayni) he is the very best Dad. He is with Jayni every night while i'm either at school or at work. He is more protective of Jayni than I am. He will go in her room to check on her while she's sleeping. If she wines even a LITTLE bit he will go in there and rock her I don't say anything about it cause I know it is very special to him when he does that. One night I was listening to him put her to bed and he was holding her telling her that if she gets scared or just wants to be rocked to cry and he will come and rock her. He is a very hard worker and really good with his hands. He has a Story! Sometimes I don't know how he really ended up being this amazing of a person cause it was pretty much all on his own. That's one of the strongest things that drew me to him was his HUGE heart. He tells a lot through his eyes and that says a lot! I truly can't imagine my life without him. Thank You Clayton for everything you do for me and our Family! I Love You!!!!!

Thanks to Michelle(my sister) I have this cute blog. THANK YOU, Love ya!