So I was getting ready for work and started reflecting on the past few yrs. That's scary for me to do sometimes. I Just got this burning desire to let my immediate and extended family know how much I love them. I too often try to pretend that the past hasn't happened because i can be pretty selfish but for some reason right now i can't help but feel the past is a good thing for me. I want to believe that I haven't affected anybody by the way I was living but I know that's a lie so I want to apologize for the things I have done that may have affected some of you. I was wrong and very SELFISH! I want to thank my brothers and sisters for having so much love for me and for being great examples of how to live. Thank You mom and dad for staying strong and having such a HUGE devotion to God. I know he has carried you through some of those times. Thank You to my Aunts and Uncles for being there for My mom and especially to you Grandma for being my moms friend. I am coming up on ONE YEAR of SOBRIETY so I guess that's why I am doing some
reflecting. I am so glad none of truly gave up on me and most importantly that GOD didn't give up on me. I feel like this is the very beginning of my life and it feels good. I still struggle, not as much or not as long. I have tools today that mean so much to me and I know there's a solution to everything. I have to do the work and for once
I'm truly doing the work one day at a time. Well that's enough and I apologize for the wrong choices I have made and Thank You ALL, I Love You!!!
She has this whole Halloween thing down, she had so much fun running from door to door. She walked into a few peoples house as soon as they opened their door especially if they had a dog. They would open the door and put the bowl of candy down for her to reach and she would drop her bucket and grab the bowl of candy. It was so funny.
We went to Cam and Michelle's Trunk or Treat then went over to our friends neighborhood.
Dad and Jayni Trunk or Treating.
